현실과 비현실의 차이 (4)

귀신에게 홀린 느낌이 듭니다. 모든 걸 버릴 수 있다는 건 죽음만이 아니라는 사실을 절감합니다. 그건 보이스피싱에서도 당한 상태에서도 그런 생각이 들었으니까요. 그냥 카톡을 끊어 버리고 연락을 하지 않으면 되었지만 차마 그렇게 할 수 없었습니다. 인정 때문에 믿는 여자를 실망 시키지 않으려고 했으니끼요. 그리고 함께 사는 방법을 찾아야만 했지요. 그 상태에서도 그녀을 염려하는 마음에서라고 할까요? 그러나 그녀는 그런 것을 아랑곳하지 않았습니다. 한 순간 아무련 미련도 없이 떠나고 말았으니까요. 이것이 결말이었지만 그로 인해서 내 마음에는 절박한 마음이 생겼습니다. 그건 사랑이었으니까요. 

I feel like I'm possessed by a ghost. I realize that death is not the only thing that can throw away everything. That's because I felt that way even when I was a victim of voice phishing. I could have just hung up KakaoTalk and stopped contacting him, but I couldn't do that. I tried not to disappoint the woman I trusted for recognition. And we had to find a way to live together. Would you say it was out of concern for her even in that state? But she didn't care about that. For a moment, I left without any regrets. This was the ending, but it created a sense of desperation in my heart. Because it was love.

  874. I suffered from voice phishing for two days.

  So nothing changed. But I feel pathetic at the fact that I am stuck. And while doing the analysis, I am relieved that the situation has changed.

  I believe I wouldn't have been able to spend so much time on it if it weren't for Ai voice phishing, but I couldn't confirm for sure. But by inference, it could have been a bit questionable, but it didn't turn out that way at all. Because I made a lot of concessions about her, but strangely, it would be more correct to say that I lost my judgment due to the occasional photos and videos. I felt like I was dealing with a person of low intelligence. Nevertheless, I continued posting on KakaoTalk, and I was so engrossed and excited that it was recognized as if I was saying it. I was deluded by feelings of love and attachment. And now I felt the need to save her. However, in light of the fact that a beautiful Korean female soldier, 22 years younger than her, was operating in Lebaron, such feelings were lost to the point where I had to use my imagination.

  And a few months later, she expressed her intention to come and live in Korea, her home country. The fact that she was a Korean female soldier who enlisted in the U.S. Army in Levaron was repeatedly posted as if the same information had been entered and then re-posted, which was suspicious. It was emphasized that since it was an operation, secrecy had to be kept.